Who would have thought, you couldn’t shame away a disability!
Who would have thought, you couldn’t shame away a disability!
I think the best thing you can do at a restaurant as an aspie is take their feedback surveys and complain about the things that bother you. For example the radio bothered me because it was too loud. Most NT’s don’t like the radio loud either but it isn’t a deal breaker for them.
And my latest halfbakery, basically a tip of the hat to Jeff Raskin, an indicator light for whether an OS is patched, a patch is pending, or it isn’t in the patch pipeline at all and thus insecure and dead in the water.
The events of the last six months have kind of gotten me jammed to silence. Kind of like those old 80’s synthesizer keyboards, if you maxed out their polyphony—playing more notes than they could output at a time—you just got silence. I just feel numb and I really shouldn’t, there are millions of people in Africa and Yemen on the cusp of starving to death in addition to everything the news makes you aware of. I think the Buddhist notion of compassion with detachment is a feat. Not something I can muster, maybe because of my neurophysiology I don’t know. Detachment for me doesn’t come without the consummate numbness.
Therapy is supposed to give you access to all kinds of extra tools and emotional experiences, kind of like being an organist and getting an upgraded organ that has twice as many registers. Perhaps the psychologically healthy person can be compassionate and detached. But I don’t get how that changes things in the realm of observable action. Our actions are often an answer to pain or discomfort. For example getting something to eat because you’re hungry. If one is detached that takes the “pain” of the compassion which is the thing that would goad a person to action. Because love is so often borne out of pain.
Scientists did a study and found that people on the spectrum were rated more poorly by children and adults:
In other words, Autistic people can’t take all the blame for underdeveloped social skills because non-autistic people actually are actively avoiding us, limiting our access to opportunities to practice being social in real-world situations. The study authors found that Autistic people have every bit as much desire for friendship and human contact as non-autistic people and our UCLA loneliness scores were significantly higher than non-autistic people’s, but our ability to socialize is limited every bit as much by social ostracization from others as it is by our own neurology and the challenges to socialization it can present for us.
The studies repeatedly underlined the importance of first impressions. A negative first impression held true no matter how much further exposure a person was given to reassess that first impression. But there was one scenario in which the Autistic people left a positive first impression: when people read a transcript of their words instead of seeing and hearing the Autistic people saying those words, observers rated them as more likable and more intelligent. In fact, in the scenario where observers just read the written words of Autistic and non-autistic people, they rated both groups the same. For non-autistic people, the written transcripts were their lowest-rated mode of communication, although only by a small amount. For Autistic people, the written transcripts were their highest-rated mode of communication by a very significant margin.
I always thought the first impression stuck, I’m glad researchers found this to be true too. I have a physical disability which makes me look different so that tends to net me bad first impressions in and of itself.
Skimming this article on tech diversity, something that has always bothered me as an aspie is how opaque people are. How they’ll use a whole ton of words to say nothing. I think by and large conservatives are less opaque than liberals. This isn’t necessarily a good or bad thing but I think it explains why a lot of times the two camps feel like they are talking past each other. One of my favorite founts of wisdom Gordon Livingston is a conservative and a good example of not being opaque.
I’m also not saying not being opaque means ones words are full of integrity. Un opaque words are easier to parse for people who don’t pick up social cues so even if they are flat out lies they get latched on to. But I think when one is opaque and lacks integrity it is seen as more sinister than people who just flat out lie to your face.
Great post on The Realistic Autistic, A Hostile World on the way the senses are often affected in people on the spectrum:
I wish more people would be that thoughtful about their interactions with others. Most people have no way of knowing these difficulties I’ve described, and so I’m “reclusive” or “hard to get to know” or “unsocial.” But most days it’s a trial to go out for any reason. If even a tenth of the people I normally deal with understood that, my life would be a lot less anxiety-inducing.
The creator of Pokémon is on the autistic spectrum. He really liked insects as a child and didn’t like all the violence in video games. I have noticed a lot of my friends on the spectrum love Pokémon, the video game and the card game.
Racism is Real: Trump Helps Show It [nytimes.com]:
Tomás Jiménez, an associate professor of sociology and comparative studies in race and ethnicity at Stanford University, uses what he calls the “ghost metaphor” to describe the quandary of people who personally experience or aim to draw attention to racism. “It haunts every aspect of your life, but nobody else sees it and they don’t believe you” he said. “Sometimes it makes a very pronounced appearance, and that’s why people seize on it.”
My autobiography. The times in my life when I looked normal enough and could pass as non disabled were the times I got treated leagues better and got jobs. Of course I have multiple disabilities so often times one or the other would sink my chances, usually my visual impairment but sometimes my aspergers. I always got treated the worst in church and job interviews. And a vast majority of the prejudice flied under the radar, so much so that my family thinks I’ve just been unlucky in life. Because it defends the oppressive social order thinking about it in those terms. It’s more comfortable.
Article on employing people on the spectrum:
This can be of great value. After all, the majority may get it wrong, as was the case with the mortgage crisis in 2008. Many experts were blindsided by the sudden collapse of the subprime market. However, hedge fund manager Michael Burry, played by Christian Bale in the film “The Big Short,” correctly forecast a collapse as early as 2007.
Burry has autism spectrum disorder. He has said it explains, at least in part, how he was able to persist in betting against the subprime market, even when major investors wanted to pull their money from his fund. Burry and his fund profited accordingly.
A thing as common as dirt that those in power do is getting people to believe there is something wrong with them (instead of there being something wrong with the system) when things don’t go the way they’re supposed to. In religion when people don’t experience God at all like this God is Silent post, people say there is something missing in them. If you can’t “find God” there’s a problem with you, not with the religious system. Never mind that people on the spectrum have much higher rates of atheism and agnosticism than the general population. Because of this our inability to “access God” is chalked up to the incorrect wiring in our brains. The same parts of the brain that facilitate social skills between humans facilitate them between you and the divine I guess. It’s just kind of suspect that one would have to have “social skills” to interact with a deity. Couldn’t this part of the brain just as easily be making the whole thing up?