by lepton | Oct 25, 2020 | Faith
The most blasphemous things I write are about God’s absence. I sympathize with the Bible villains who shouted Jesus to come down off that cross. Some of it was mockery but some of it was sincere wanting God to show up and kick some ass. I really think it’s...
by lepton | Oct 24, 2020 | Poetry
you know the devil is evilbecause you take the d awayand all you have is evil Christians don’t understandif the devil can’t own your soulhe can always rent it wherever God is oncethe devil is twice the devil’s most overlooked viceincuriosity if the...
by lepton | Oct 20, 2020 | Personal, Power Dynamic, Social Situations
I recently read one of the most profound Reddit comments I have ever read, in response to someone suggesting the thread poster go into tech. They said tech job interviews are basically hazing. I wish someone would have told me this 20 years ago, it could have saved me...
by lepton | Oct 13, 2020 | Autism Specific, Faith, Matters of the Heart, Mental Illness
I’m starting to see why some people can be Christian while others can’t. I think a lot of it comes down to brain power. Brain power is something separate from intelligence, brain power is more about how you can organize your mind to get what you want out...
by lepton | Oct 9, 2020 | Mental Illness
It’s just a sad fact about any mental illness that involves psychosis that in a majority of the time treatment must be forced upon the sufferer. In 2004 when I was psychotic in the mental hospital for ten days my parents forced treatment upon me and then made me...